I'm trans. Giving up on the system has been good for me. It was like a one sided relationship. Now when I need something I just solve it on my own and it works.
xilliah
joined 1 year ago
I'm in Europe and can't get my meds either
Fortran was supposed to replace computers (people). Then the computers became Fortran coders.
You watched it. Right?
But... That's communism!
catches it in a bottle and corks it
I'm saving this one for later!
So, if I understand you correctly, there's a non-trivial correlation between drinking beer, shitting, and programming?
At that point you might as well buy the smallest cup you can find and pour it in there. Maybe get it so low that it rounds off to 0,-
Aww, poor foss pwowammer amirite 😭
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Then you'll also be surprised to learn that I am insulted constantly and laughed at. Don't get me wrong, there are lots of great people, but it is naive to think the Netherlands is a tolerant place. When you go through the medical system you face the same attitudes.
The issue is, if you believe in the system, you'll give it a chance to traumatize you. This is added on top of other traumas such as losing your family, becoming homeless and so on. The trans thing itself isn't actually the biggest part of it, it's the culture and the society.
Sure, you could get lucky and have the right gp and meet the right psychiatrist, and then you have to wait 5 years before you get any medical support. I've tried. I mean I've literally been at a gp that I knew was trans friendly and I told her I was at risk of suicide, and she was OK with that.
And about the medicine, well you can compound it yourself. I honestly can't live without it, because it is night and day for my mental wellbeing. Without it, it is extremely difficult to live. It's like you're in a state of dissociation and it's painful. It's quite a complex thing to describe, but you are effectively disabled and are at risk of suicide.