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Varyk
my 2 cents:
none of what you've written here indicates you weren't born gay.
"...wish i was in the woman's shoes in porn (autogynephilia), that was my first homo sexual desire."
that doesn't sound like you were "simply born straight"
your post strongly suggests to me you have a lot to learn and accept about sexuality.
"always had a totally masculine identity, male engagements"
saying something like this indicates to me that you don't understand the complexities of masculinity, femininity or sexuality.
did you read a lot of books as a child? is that masculine or feminine? did you climb trees?
assigning labels and expectations to your behaviors may be why you don't view your own sexuality as "a case of normal, stable homosexuality".
which is what it sounds like you are discovering: a case of innate normal, stable homosexuality.
i am so confused, i just looked it up and think i missed that episode somehow.
which is crazy because I love Atlanta and the Goofy movie.
thank you very much for leaving this comment. htf did that happen.
I was in the same boat and read a lot of different books and watched videos on how to draw, and the number one thing that helped me was the frequency with which I drew.
techniques made a difference certainly, but the amount that I drew was the primary factor in how satisfied I became with my art.
if I can share purely anecdotal evidence, something that seems to help me was not drawing the next line until I could see the next line in my head, and project that mental next line onto the paper that I was drawing.
I didn't read that or watch that anywhere, I just thought that if I could picture what I wanted to draw in my head, I could probably draw it, and until that point I wasnt clearly picturing what I wanted to draw in my head.
your comment is incorrect because:
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those who do not survive cannot speak up at all
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it's far more difficult to live for a cause than to die for it.
if this is about your survival, then survive.
surviving doesn't mean you care any less; you're taking care of yourself and hopefully in the future you'll be in a better position to speak up for those rights like you obviously want to in the future.
whoa, really?
nice! congrats!
yes, herbalists and healers would have access to and knowledge of fast-acting poisons.
there are plenty of plants like nightshade that can rapidly kill a human, and those familiar with plant life would be well aware of that.
hemlock isn't as fast acting, maybe a few hours before death if you ate it, but that's how Socrates was executed 2400 years ago, and according to sources it took about half an hour for him to die, so knowledge of fast-acting poisons is very old.
on Hitler's birthday. fancy that.
thanks for sharing.
you might have some soul searching to do!
best of luck!
hahaha, that's solid
putting on deodorant
feels gross smells gross