ReakDuck

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[–] [email protected] 16 points 1 year ago

I want the internet to more often use kowalski analysis meme

[–] [email protected] 3 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

I take your words for granted.

The urge exists a lot of times and I already am trying to quit cannabis. I often times notice how productive I was when I decided against cannabis use at the end of the night and could peacefully go to sleep earlier compared to cannabis use.

(I was a weekly user only or nearly monthly but never daily)

But even when I notice this pattern and understand it, I still have the urge that it will be a nice experience, even when often times its just barely doing something because of tiredness. It begins mostly with paranoia as this may be something I should memories for the next time I get an urge.

[–] [email protected] 5 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) (3 children)

Fuck hell I am one of those persons. Just smoking a third is enough for me to get panic.

[–] [email protected] 2 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

I actually felt innerly satisfied. The rave started 3hours later as the car got stuck in the sand. We had lots of humans that could push and had a few ideas to give, and I just was the guy who wondered why noone counted to 3 and screamed "go" when we did push. While being kinda introverted, experiencing this little group morale was very satisfying as I ended up doing it. We could finally continue because the car got unstuck from the sand. It was satisfying and I had my inner peace for that day.

It was interesting to sleep or rest on acid. I definetly did enter hell once in a bad trip on acid a year ago. This trip was not near the hell. And I really learned to not give a fuck for such small details like the girl. But I do wonder why its a thing to say that they come back but just dont.

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[–] [email protected] 22 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) (3 children)

I don't understand the idea of going away and never coming back.

Like, at a rave I just chilled and kinda slept while the acid trip started (30min in) and then that one girl just sat down and asked me if everything is ok.

Yes. (20sec pause) I am a bit tired.

I continued sleeping a bit as I didn't care. She then suddenly asks for gum.

I stood up and searched for the gum as I actually discovered the same day gum in my jacket. Took one myself and gave her one. Also I did ask if its a methapher for other drugs or if she really wanted gum. Then I just sat there and did rest and enjoy the dreamscape geometry, waiting till I am not tired anymore.

Suddenly she asked if I can hold that place so noone sits there. And while she nearly went away she said for 10min.

I set up a timer as time is nothing I can feel. After 15min she never came back.

Was this some weird attempt to learn someone or weird way of escaping such situations?

[–] [email protected] 7 points 1 year ago (1 children)

Windows Ameliorated

[–] [email protected] 6 points 1 year ago

Dont forget the high amount of fat

[–] [email protected] 4 points 1 year ago

I feel like in a class. We learn the same memes, we remember the memes together

[–] [email protected] 2 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) (1 children)

What do you mean with, I need my phone for the Desktop app for Signal? Well, first for copling but after that you can throwbaway your phone and still Chat, call and use stories.

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