I don't know where you live, but if you have these thoughts, please look for the various general helplines telephone numbers, where you can talk with people trying to help and support you and giving you access to a better life. It might not be easy to see for you right now, but it is out there.
Kaijobu
joined 2 years ago
The wall of pure fiction 's cracking in my head,
And the addiction of my world still spreads ~